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Life...a constant struggle with entropy
Alder 53 Fra Sacramento, California -
Pålogget - Over 2 uker siden Mann Søker A TS/TV/TG
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Jeg kan snakke | Norsk |
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Jeg vil beskrive meg selv som | A warm hug-able realist...loving, sarcastic at times, funny and loyal...with a unsurpassed admiration and devotion for the special person in my life...those who surround me see me as their rock...those who have just met me always want to know me more...I hope so will you. ...Fear is not knowing the unknown…that is what you are about…you are strong…you are resilient…you haven’t healed from your broken heart…but the injury is not as severely acute as it was…your on the mend…but the shyness…the hesitation from traveling down that path makes you worry about taking that first step……but you did…you did see and that’s how we found each other…I hope steps will come easier…eventually you will quicken the pace…not a run…I know you can’t handle that right now…but soon a confident walk…the emotional scar is not something you can forget…but it’s in your control to escape its grasp…I will be there to journey with you…there is a beautiful horizon…a peaceful beacon to light our way…the warmth is there……and when you’re ready…when you pass through that last barrier …my arms will be there…wrapping you in a soft gentle kiss of our bodies…a light touch to your face…a memory of where we started…the void is filled and you can’t remember how you got there…but you are… ...what I’m looking for now…love the way I know it should be……i listen to my heart…my heart tells me we are both looking for the something……I want the feel…the touch of Love, its laughter and its dream…everyone does… but today I’m selfish…today it’s for me…why can’t I see it comes from within…i do not know……you know exactly how Love is……that’s evident in your expression….the way to give it characteristics…the warmth of it…is it an Illusion…the joy runs all through your body……and every thought when you’re in Love stems from that feeling…its musical and magical……the word Love moves you……I know exactly what the feeling is……but without…yes without……without that right person to share it…all that’s left is emptiness……put your hand on your chest….that’s where Love should be…that is where we want and long for it to reside………we need love to fill that void……complete love……that warmth and joy and passion roots its self there and once it does it spreads through the body like the sun breaking a new dawn on an otherwise cold and dark world…………you know…your aware that the right love can make you forget your surroundings……that is when you know it is real………there is a quite soft calm……and only when together fades for a moment…i truly miss……I know you miss that to…………you can take a moment and think back to that first time you felt it……a feeling you never wanted to end……but it has……I miss it……I miss it to………… Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of men. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living. "Bertrand Russell" ...The river flows, and the dam stops it The wind blows, yet the trees control it The sun shines, but the clouds hide it Love grows, yet separation kills it What is "It", that which we need to keep the things we want coming... Try as we may, we lose and win only to lose again.... "It" is a never ending cycle....Life could not exist without pains of the heart...absences of the mind... The things we hold closest to our souls seem |
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Utseende & Situasjon
My Kroppstype er | Tyngre |
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Min høyde er | 5 '10 (1,78 m) |
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Øynene mine er | Blå |
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Min etnisitet er | kaukasisk |
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Min Sivilsituasjon er | Enslig |
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Jeg har barn | Ja - bor ikke hjemme |
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Jeg vil ha barn | Nei |
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Min beste egenskap er | Smil |
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Kropps kunst | Vill ikke engang tenke på det |
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Mitt hår er | Blond |
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Jeg har en eller flere av disse | Ingen dyr |
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Villing til å flytte | Nei |
Status
Min Utdanningsnivå Er | College Grad |
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Min nåværende arbeidssituasjon er | Student |
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Min spesialitet er | Medisin / helse |
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Minn jobb tittel er | Nursing Student |
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Jeg tjener så mye på et år | $15,000USD Til $29,999USD |
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Jeg bor | Alene |
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Hjemme | Venner kommer av og til på besøk |
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Jeg er en røyker | Ja - Sosialt |
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Jeg drikker | Ja - Sosialt |
Personlighet
Når jeg gikk på skolen, var jeg | Klassens klovn |
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Min sosiale atferd er | høylydt, Høylydt, Observant, Vennlig, Komisk, Fest starter, Flørtende, Utadvent |
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Mine interesser og hobbier er | Sport, Lære, Musikk, Filmer, Klubb / Bar Hopping, Dansing, Restaurant, Teater, Reise, Lage mat, Hagearbeid, Kamping |
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Min idé av å ha det gøy er | Være med venner, Kino, Slappe av, Klubb / Bar, Gå på konsert, Gå på museum |
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En ideel første date vil være | Ask Me...send me a message. |
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Jeg har alltid hatt lyst til å prøve | I still plan to hike up MT. Diablo, and haven't quite needed to make a bucket list yet...lol |
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Mine venner beskriver meg som | Vennlig, Bråkmaker, Kul, Tullete, En flørt |
Visninger
Min religion er | Åndelig men ikke religiøs |
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Jeg går på gudstjeneste | En gang i året |
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Mitt mål i livet er | To be the best wound specialist nurse on the West Coast. I have two more semesters towards applying for the BSN course...I plan to do a year here in the Sacramento area and two years on the East Coast (Boston Med Area)...upon returning to California I will to apply to USF for their Doctorate program and become a Nurse Practitioner...eventually I would like to settle in the Folsom area. |
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Min humoristiske sans er | Smart, Tørr / Sarkastisk, Vennlig, Tullete |
Smak
På TV ser jeg alltid på | Nyheter, Dokumentarer, Komedie, Filmer, Sport |
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Når jeg går på kino, går jeg alltid for å se en | Action, Science Fiction, Komedie, Skrekk |
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Når jeg hører på musikk, så hører jeg alltid på | Land, Rap, Rock, Metall, Electro, Pop, Klassisk, Jazz, Latin, New age, omgivende, Dance, Soul, Reggae, Punk |
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Når jeg leser, så leser jeg alltid | Nyheter, Virksomhet, Fiction, Helse, Historie, Hus og hage, Humor, Science Fiction, Sport |
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Min idé av å ha det gøy er | Hmmmmm...guess that depends on who I'm with...being a Sagittarius I'm very spontaneous...which can be better tolerated by those who are Aquarius, Aries, Leo and Libra...for others its not the end...I like to travel to the wine country...nice drives...great company...love the "City"....Tahoe is great and so is Monterey...but sometimes a sunny walk downtown hand in hand can be just as nice...coupled with a quiet snack and blanket time under a tree in the park...day trip to the museum...sharing popcorn at the movies (maybe stealing a kiss or two or three)....an escape to a hotel with a night of dinner, dancing and loving (not having to worry about getting interrupted our making the bed cleaning up LOL), a great morning breakfast and then kisses till we see each other again....day at the beach searching for shells feet in the waves, fresh seafood and cuddling......long quite gazes into each others eyes...My Ideas of fun are not too different than others who are interested in a LTR..... |
Leter etter
Hva finner du attraktivt? | Intelligens, Flott utseende, Humor, Empati, Følsomhet, Spontanitet, vett, Omtanksfull, Passivitet |
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Hva ser du etter? | "Life"...a constant struggle with entropy...funny how we express the description of ourselves as that which we want to be /or what we think we seek...yet what we fail to understand is, what we desire has always been guiding us along the sea of sometimes turmoil/sometimes bliss in our lives...it is not the perfect life that thrust's us forward but the desire to achieve a level in comparison to that which we seek...I'm not interested in the rich and beautiful...I'm not interested in that type of underlying heart ache....what I desire is soft compassion...a mutual enjoyment in the life we live...no judgment on how short/tall/small/large/color or financial position one holds...my desire is to love and be loved...no matter if its a night on the town...or cuddled up on the couch with a blanket and a movie....point being...comfort is mutual in all aspects of daily life and as long as it agrees with each others aspirations... then isn't what we are all looking for.... I |
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Hva slag forhold søker du? | Spiller ingen rolle, Venn, Annet |